I don’t want to be sad anymore
I want an open door with no one coming through
I want to find a place where I can sit
In front row center seats, no one will block my view

I want a clock that stops when I come home
A brand new telephone with no memory
I want to say whatever comes to mind
Drink a better wine with better company

Wish I could pretend to be happy
Wear a smile upon my face
Wish I had a way to ignore me
Just like everybody else
Then I could forget who I was
And be a stranger for a while
I wish I knew how to fake a smile

I want to read a new book everyday
I want to plug and play, no need to restart
And when I dance I want to close my eyes
Don’t mind to fall behind just not fall apart

Wish I could pretend to be happy
Wear a smile upon my face
Wish I had a way to ignore me
Just like everybody else
Then I could forget who I was
And be a stranger for a while
I wish I knew how to fake a smile

I want to see a different way.
What keeps tomorrow from today?
Feel accepted for a while
If only I could put on a fucking smile